Sweet Revenge

So that jerk got his. I knew it was coming for him.
He got caught. Mwahahahah. I'm happy.
I'm a little confused on how to feel about Nicole though.
She's sad. I don't understand it at all.
How can you like someone who is so mean to, not only you, but your friends too?
I don't know. Maybe I haven't had enough experience in that department of adolescence.
But it all seems clear as day to me. Chicks before Dicks. Hello!?

But anyway..
I've found two books that need to be read.. wait, I think I already wrote about this...
Jayne Eyre and Wuthering Heights? Did I? I can't remember. Oh well.
I'm writing about it again. My goal is to have them both read by the end of December.
And at the rate I've been reading.. it could quite possibly take that long.
I haven't had a single second to read. And if I had one, I used it on the computer like a loser.

I ordered 2 diet things online today. I'm stupid.
They're both free trials though. I only had to pay shipping and handling. :)
I got this Acai Berry stuff for energy and metabolism boosts.
And Total Cleanse for well... my colon? That's embarrassing.
I shouldn't put that on here. Ahaha. Whatever.

I'm totally putting off cleaning my house.
Here I am. Sitting in my parents' house.
It's clean here. And quiet. But it's very cold.
I will clean my house today. Maybe tonight.
But it WILL WILL WILL get done.
I promised myself.

So anyway....
I work tonight and I'm sure I close. They hate me like that.
I work Saturday night too and then have to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to open. (5am. wtf?)









*I need to replace my missing hubcap.

Break-ups hurt

How do you "break up" with a friend?
Maybe "break up" is the wrong phrase...

I don't want to be put in uncomfortable situations anymore.
For the record: Josh Caddell is a horrible person.
And I'm dead serious.
Anyone who can steal from an ex-girlfriend and be okay with themselves -- bad.

I told Nicole that I would not be back to her house until he was gone.
And I mean it. This time.
I want to hang out with her.
She's one of my best friends.
But I honestly don't think that I should have to be put through that kind of torment just to be friends with someone.
I know she's a good friend, and I know she loves me.
But she should care enough about me to choose.
I hate making her choose, but it really seems like the only way to keep our friendship at this point.
I can't make her choose between me and her sister, but I can make her choose between me and Josh.

I don't know where I'm going with all of this.
I guess I'm just venting.
And now I'm done. For now..



*I'm supposed to be getting ready for work.

Finally Home

We got home around 8:30pm today.
I can't believe we were gone so long!!


I missed my babies terribly.
Penelope is the striped one and Gucci is the white one.
I also have Booter, but I don't have a picture of him on my computer.
That will have to wait for a later time because I am far too lazy for all of that tonight... this morning.

The biggest problem with traveling all day is that I sleep the whole way while my parents drive.
This means, I'm awake forever during the night.
Seriously, it's like 4am and I'm still awake because I can't sleep.

As soon as I got home I unpacked my crap and threw it on the couch.
I kissed my babies and gave them each special attention to make sure noone felt neglected. :)
I'm such a good mommy.
Then I hauled ass to Mint Springs to see Nicole.

I had a horrible time at Nicole's house and I will not be returning until she gets rid of them asshole who lives with her.
He's a good-for-nothing cheating, abusive, liar. I really really hate him.
He steals from his ex-girlfriend. Right out of her bank account!!
Not only that, but tonight when I asked him why he didn't like me,
he said he thought I was obnoxious and I just erk him.
Excuse me?!?! Everybody loves me. There must be something wrong with him. Haha.
No really. There must be.

Ohhh how I wish I had people to actually read my blog.
Then I could get feedback about what to do about this douchebag.


* I need to find a good book to read..

Intelligence is hard to come by..

I want so badly to feel "smart." It's embarassing to think that I couldn't have an intelligent conversation if I needed to.

I'm not saying my friends aren't smart, by any means. But maybe my specific "group" just isn't the type to sit down and talk about things like politics and war.

What do I really know about that stuff anyway? Not a whole lot. I learned that during the election. I said that I wouldn't have voted for either because I didn't like some things they stood for. In reality, I just didn't know enough.

I found myself practically begging a friend to have an argument with me the other day. Though, I don't think actually wanted to argue. I think I just wanted to have an intense conversation where I could feel like I knew something other than celebrity gossip and music.

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Things to Look In To:

1. Reading more books.
2. Culinary school.
3. Cleaning my apartment.

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Eventually I will get out of Country Cookin. I have faith in that.

I could go to culinary school and become a chef. But I wouldn't make any of that weird stuff.
I would want to cook stuff that I know and love. Food that makes people feel good.
That is the exact reason I want to become a chef. To make people feel good.
Who doesn't love food? Even if you have an eating disorder, you love food.
Most of the time people turn to food to feel good. What better profession?





*I want an Xbox 360 for Christmas SO bad.